Down in the Dumps

Praying hands I've always been thankful for my daily bread I smoke alot to ease the thoughts I got inside my crazy head I'm feeling sleek brand new satin sheets when I make my bed Always been unique up for a week trying to wake the dead I've had some different habits I've become symptomatic It started with some bits and fragments now I've been living lavish Just cause you've been sitting stagnant doesn't mean you'll get it back Tic for tat do you think you'll live with that or get attached Thats why these storm clouds keep on fogging up my glass I'm not an athlete I never ran from nothing but my past I got a rap sheet because I guess I'd rather cut the class Then to get an education they never thought I would last I fell asleep on the couch but I woke up on the floor I gotta smoke alot of bud to prevent my mind from a war I'll never sell my soul the devil has been knocking at my door I've been staring out the window when it rains it pours Don't ask me why I've been down in the dumps So much fake love has been around from the jump I got lost in the loud and a pound of the skunk And my head in the clouds I'm running out of my luck F*ck a feature pretty soon I'm coming through your speakers I paid a lot of dues so I could get some new sneakers Soon as I hit the snooze it's like I turn into a creature They won't be facts unless you really do the research You can't see the wolves teeth through a crooked smile When I handed them an inch everybody just took a mile How you gonna be the judge if you've never stood a trial I guess I gotta stir the pot because I got it cooking high It's hard to look alive they're all pretty much dead to me Sick of dwelling on the past maybe I should let it be They will never see the end for me just my legacy Until the death of me it's destiny we got chemistry I got a bullet with my name on it they're checking ballistic Started from the bottom so now I probably would never risk it Since we're being honest I promise I always been realistic Let's take it back to when I used to ask if I existed Don't ask me why I've been down in the dumps So much fake love has been around from the jump I got lost in the loud and a pound of the skunk And my head in the clouds I'm running out of my luck Born alone die alone I'll never trust a soul They let me out the coup shout-out to snoop we don't love these hoes I just write hooks until you're holding up a bloody nose Seen a couple friends start acting out some funny roles Smoking honeycombs my nectars giving from gods So much fake love guess that's the definition of frauds Better check the statistics you'll never win with those odds I don't need a standing ovation can you hold the applause Feel like I died and came back this is the resurrection They wanna get inside of my head but I will never let em I've been running with some goats there can't be too many legends I'm just thankful that I'm one who made past twenty-seven This ain't about you if the shoe fits then you Cinderella I'm out of this world I guess that's what you call interstellar The lights are on in the attic but I'll be in the cellar I don't usually drink but when I do make it a Stella