Sleepyhead

Wake up Go back to bed Close the curtain Withdraw instead Recovering sleepyhead The night fills me with terror The days with dread But I'm not really trying I hide my face I prefer the quiet Been this way since my first memory Look away, look right at me What I want is so deceiving Cause I am way too young for this Blur a boundary fall in the abyss It sucked me right in Part of me is glad it did It's a black hole but a blank canvas Cause I am way to young for this yeah I should learn a different language I should become someone else And develop and sense of self Cause I am way to young for this yeah My body aches like I'm ancient I should become someone else And develop and sense of self Cause I am way too young for this Blur a boundary fall in the abyss It sucked me right in Part of me is glad it did It's a black hole but a blank canvas