Serotonin

I can't connect just like my brain Mixed signal and messages You want one thing I choose the rest Neurotransmission without serotonin Cigarette burn on my skin Just so I can feel something Crash my car into cement I remember I'm just fucked in the head Everyone's looking at me I swear I'm fine, 5150 Nightmare at 20,000 feet I know what's wrong from right I just have to repeat There's a war inside my brain I don't know who is supposed to win Normalcy is too hard to obtain Tie me down I'll break out of any restraint Imagine if what your brain thought was a lie The thing you could control turns on you for life A diagnosis that's sure to save your mind Don't look at me with your sympathetic eyes Taking over, distorted beliefs Delusions turn to memories You're so sweet but I picture how to make you cry I live each day as if I'm just about to die You are diagnosed with