How Does It Feel

How does it feel How does it feel Why you just leave me here Playing these games Fucking with my fears As i sit here to dry my tears How does it feel I'm closed off in a space Where reassurance will take place Do you ever feel for what we had Though we didn't last I'm grateful for what we passed Do you ever sleep at night Thinking about the times How does it feel Do you ever sleep at night Thinking about the times We would have those silly fights Staying up all night To try and make things right Do you ever feel That what we had was real Or do you brush it off Just seal it like a deal How does it feel When you had the one How does it feel Feeling what once was Was really real How does it feel To think at night Knowing i'm not there by your side How does it feel Losing the one whose kept it real Our love was trill That's what i feel That's how i feel That's how i feel