Whole Again

I watched the sun Make its way around the planet I light this cigarette Alone in my motel Yeah, I picked up an expensive dirty habit Turns out you're never too old to rebel He was my friend Then he became my lover What a dangerous recipe for despair When someone Who knows you through and through Think that they know what's best for you And hold the key to your secret prayers Make me Whole Again I'm feeling so lonely I'm feeling so sad I'm missing my man But he always made me cry Now I don't know who I am I woke up With a certain kind of feeling The kind that holds you down And won't let you go I can't deny My quiet guardian angel Tellin' me That something wasn't right Oh, how I tried To push away the dreams That kept me up at night And justify the fighting And all the hidden lies Make me Whole Again I'm feeling so lonely I'm feeling so sad I'm missing my man But he always made me cry Now I don't know who I am Make me Whole Again Well, I'm a force I ain't no shrinking violet A desert weed That grows by the road I'll be a rose That anyone can smile at You said that I've got thorns Well, baby So do you And you wondered why I couldn't bloom When I was in your care I don't belong there In your garden I am far too rare Make me Whole Again I'm feeling so lonely I'm feeling so sad I'm missing my man But he always made me cry Now I don't know who I am I don't know who I am Make me Whole Again