Love Or Loneliness

I know I can't have it You've become a bad habit I don't even like you But you're making me want to There must be a reason To explain what I'm feeling Need something to hold on to After all that I went through And I know it's not fair But what if there's something there? 'Cause I can't help but smile when you text I don't wanna do something I'll regret No I don't wanna know what happens next Scared no one's gonna want what I have left Know I'm losing all my common sense Tell me is it love or loneliness? I know that it's funny I still owe you that money I kinda don't wanna pay you Holds sentimental value You tell me your stories You could never bore me Every situation With perfect punctuation And I know it's not right But what's one more night? 'Cause I can't help but smile when you text I don't wanna do something I'll regret I'll give you what I owe but keep me in debt Scared no one's gonna want what I have left Can't afford to be more than your friend So tell me is it love or loneliness? I'm just tryna replace him But habits take months to break in Now that his love is fading I've been craving your validation (Validation) I think I've been mistaken What I owe you's an explanation Now that there's nothing left saving I'm not chasing anymore pavements (Pavements) 'Cause I can't help but smile when you text I don't wanna do something I'll regret No I don't wanna know what happens next I can't help but laugh when I hear your voice Gives me something else to drown out all the noise But I don't think I like this anymore I don't think you're giving me much choice