rest stop

Your number’s off my phone But i didn’t hit delete I could dial in my head Bet you’d leave my thoughts on read Your voice was hanging by a thread It’s still the button that you pressed Wanted to talk it out But my mail kept bouncing back Did you find out i’m a liar? Or were my feelings far too much? You taught me not to apologize But now it seems that’s what you want I’ve been much worse than this Am i not yours unless i’m sick? Was i better to be around When you had to pull me out? I know i’m not alone But you don’t pick up your phone anymore Anymore I walked out in the cold And swept up my whole street Hoped i’d find you under the snow But i just got chattering teeth You said you’d nevеr leave Late night calls undеr the sheets Told me to throw my jackets out Then you turned off the heat I’ve been much worse than this Am i not yours unless i’m sick? Was i better to be around When you had to pull me out? I know i’m not alone But you don’t pick up your phone anymore Anymore I cried at a rest stop In a state i didn’t know I want to erase all of this, begin again But i don’t want to go back to the places i’ve been And i know I know I know That my ideas aren’t healthy, at least not now But i chose to get out of my car, somehow I’ve been much worse than this Am i not yours unless i’m sick? Was i better to be around When you had to pull me out? I know i’m not alone But you don’t pick up your phone anymore Anymore