birthday candle wishes

I don't know why but I hate the feeling You know when you just Remember you're breathing And you can't stop And it won't stop And while on this earth We are briefly gorgeous You get caught in a life With so many before us With no warning Wake up; good morning And its so weird I swear time hasn't passed For years And half the time I hold back all my tears My birthday candle wishes Hold all my fears And maybe Ill feel different When its next year