It Hurts

I felt like you put a wall in front of me Pretending like you are okay Putting on a mask and trying to act like you are smiling Why do you do this to me And It hurts so bad You are making me suffer And I am secretly crying While I am lying next to you The lights are off so you can't see my tears While you are watching tv I am watching pictures in my head About the actions that you had And its hurting me so bad I never wanted to be sad And I tried to communicate But you would always get so mad All I wanted was to help But you took it kind of bad I never wanted to be sad I guess I just got hurt A week without drinking I felt like you were showing off To make me like you even more I saw the tears in your eyes last time I was in your place while I was telling you about my day I didn't know what that was about I wanted to show you that you are not alone But you were holding everything in you I pray for healing over you I pray you fall in love with life And never wanted to be gone I Pray to be surrounded by love And feeling peace Everywhere you go I pray for happiness and joy You were hurting me so bad I never wanted to be sad And I tried to communicate But you would always get so mad All I wanted was to help But you took it kind of bad I never wanted to be sad I guess I just got hurt And its hurting me so bad I never wanted to be sad And I tried to communicate, But you would always get so mad All I wanted was to help But you took it kind of bad I never wanted to be sad I guess I just got hurt