Stranger

Why am I not good enough to cry? Why do you shrug your shoulders every time You know it's gonna cut so deep inside? Wish I could spread my wings and learn to fly Question every action and reason why Do I need serotonin to get by? Mind, don't let me down again Everything under the sun feels like a stranger The season has changed, not the same now that I'm getting older Feelings are real but I'm numb to the words of a prayer The lights are still on but I wonder if I'm still here Cracks in the glass that spits like broken scars Wondering where we go and who we are Watching all the worries hit me fast Deep ties to everything I thought was home Walking like the wounded only know Waiting for my world to self-explode Why does it hurt even if it doesn't? Everything under the sun feels like a stranger The season has changed, not the same now that I'm getting older Feelings are real but I'm numb to the words of a prayer The lights are still on but I wonder if I'm still here And the big girl in the corner I wish somebody would warn her 'Cause assault just doesn't come with an excuse I just felt so transparent All my thoughts become unpleasant I was like an open window to abuse Everything under the sun feels like a stranger The season has changed, not the same now that I'm getting older Feelings are real but I'm numb to the words of a prayer The lights are still on but I wonder if I'm still here Everything under the sun feels like a stranger to me