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Filling up the cup I feel my body start to ache Everything telling me to stop Even see the walls are starting to cave And they love it, a body piled function Don't want to cause a fussing but it's building up because every day I see my grave This ain't who I am But I'ma to act like this is why I am My perspective starts to change in where I stand, looking out the window pane Look I don't blame you for thinking Im not keen staying But I don't have a plan, anywhere on this dirt feels same Sink to the floor, because it's the norm Don't you touch my skin It's all been stored, I'm now reborn Because I can dump my things Yelling f*ck it, pressing on my stomach I can feel it coming but I'm not fucking stopping 'till I'm turned out in Look at my face, see my state I just know your confused I need space, cannot wait, let's take a break on the moon I'm in pain, still in shock, lost in thought and I'm bruised You saw me through the glass and then just left me bleeding out in this hotel room I saw the lights on but I knew that no one else was home Look at the Nikon and check the camera roll, I'm all alone Feel the bottle pop, spew it out, opening in the mouth I'm a cyclops when it comes to seeing no one else Okay, okay I feel my ears pop when I take the lift up to the spot In the function, sipping on this ace and rolling pot I'ma punch in, even when I'm geeked, I'm on the clock Like a pumpkin, I'm lit up and my body start to rot I'm an asshole, okay, well, I know, so you can leave What's the point, though, in coming to the function if you cheesed? I'm in street clothes but my guys in masks and they don't ski I don't need throat, I just need a girl who proud of me, okay Know I act tough I just need someone to see I'm not ok The whole domineer off I'ma just leave it to fate Cut my feelings off coz that mean I'm not suffering the same Sure it isn't real but when I smile i still feel sane I still feel sane, but mostly when I'm on a subs- Get epiphanys that turns my wants in to musts I get a lot dreams but with my habits they're all stuck I got these goals but with these habits they're all fucked I'm an asshole, okay, well, I know, so you can leave What's the point, though, in coming to the function if you cheesed? I'm in street clothes but my guys in masks and they don't ski I don't need throat, I just need a girl who proud of me, okay