Everytime

When I come to the morning, I'm still stoned out of my mind I've got no time for happiness, no time for warm sunshine I ask myself why I do what I do, and my heart's so blind But I don't have a damn fucking clue, the answer's too hard to find So when I lay me down, I pray just to clear my mind, and it hits me right between my eyes I gotta learn the hard way every time, every time, every time I gotta learn the hard way every time, every time, every time I gotta learn the hard way every time Somehow when you come around, I feel farther away, and I'm getting used to the sick feeling, more and more each day I hate the way, the way I like it, I'd say that I'm afraid Every time, every time, I gotta learn the hard way every time Every time, every time, I gotta learn the hard way every time Got these feelings working overtime, got these, they're not just getting paid My nerves are shot, my soul's worn thin, and I ain't gotta dime Keep trying to move forward, but I'm stuck here in rewind So ask me how I got this way, and I won't, I just won't tell no lie I guess I'll be this way until I die Just gotta learn the hard way every time, every time, every time I said yeah, yeah, every time