Marco Polo (I'm Better Off When I Am Mine)

This pleasure I prioritize Has taken life out of my eyes My hands of ice, my twisted smiles You never seem to look behind Been sitting here for quite some time Inbetween death and life Weighing out the benefits of finding ways to just survive I'm drawing the pictures, you're making the Jigsaw, then leaving me to pick up all the pieces that you didn't want Where'd my old friend go? It's like marco and polo Fantasizing 'bout the orwell Wondering what it's like if I fell Will it be the place I fail Or just the place I used to sail? I haven't felt myself since I was half the age and half the life But it's just so enticing being half myself with more than half a life It's confusing but I think it every night This is more than just a life Even if it's broken it will be alright Four months later, I can't date But it feels so invigorating Started to strip down the camouflage I was hiding in so long I'm starting to see myself and there is nothing wrong I came to terms with what I had I had my mum, I had my dad I took all of my blindfolds off And saw the world for what it was You didn't ruin my whole city, didn't make me look less pretty, didn't destroy my whole life, I'm better off when I am mine Better off when I am mine (better off when I am mine) Better off when I am mine (better off when I am mine) Know that you had made me blind (know that you had made me blind) Know that you had made me blind (know that you had made me blind) Marco Polo my whole life Marco Polo my whole life Think that I am finally fine Think that I am finally fine