Guilt

My bed feels like a waiting room Get well soon means get well sooner Cross your heart and hope to try Cross my fingers till the afterlife And I wasn't kidding when I said this might Have been the hardest year of my life Oh Oh Guilt isn't gratitude Told you once and I've told you thrice Tell you what, you can roll the dice Waking up in the dead of night Check the box and turn out the lights And I get so scared when I'm left all alone Check in the seams for the secrets I've sewn Guilt isn't gratitude Guilt isn't gratitude Guilt, guilt Guilt isn't gratitude Guilt isn't gratitude That's what I got from you Guilt isn't gratitude Chin pointed to the sky Rainbow hair in the fluorescent light I think you were right