magpie

Sitting by the fire wishing I was with my mother And I wanna go home, and I wanna have another And I know, I know, but where'd I be If my years had been different, if I knew where I'd be? And it's never worked out must be something that I lack My world's too gray and my vision is black I wanted it so goddamn bad, That I cut it off, wouldn't call him back Don't believe in luck, but I wish that I did I wish it was easy and that I lived Far from here, you know my dream I say it too much I'm scared it won't be All that I need and all that I want All that I see, I feel only the rot My second world is creeping here at last I don't have much time left, you know that Know it comes off halfhearted and dead I don't know the angles, I don't know where to press But wishing has never done me none I'm still here alone and without my mom I don't say it much, but I love you so There are things you've done, I still need you though I've had a long, long day and I wish you were here Not sure that'd be better, idealize you here Me oh my, why or why My dearest lie, my favorite why I don't know your tells magpie Don't believe in luck, but I wish I did I wish it was easy and that I lived Far from here, you know my dream I say it too much I'm scared it won't be All that I need and all that I want All that I see, I feel only the rot My second world is creeping here at last I don't have much time left, you know that You know that You know that You know that God, I hope you know that