Open Letter

Dear love I am so sorry I've been keeping all my problems with me I never meant to hurt you I've been living with a curse here in me I'm still seeing things I wished I'd never seen I'm still living shit that brings me to my knees I still battle with myself And it's my job to heal I'm a warrior in progress Understanding what I feel And I hold you in my heart And I see you in my mind When I listen to the music The same songs we used to like Know that while I'm away You will be missed Please just wish me luck While I learn how to exist Please give me patience When I'm anxious It's hard to say this I never blamed you Hope you'll forgive me Whatever I do Whatever happens Just know I love you Dear love I am so sorry I'm just hoping that you'll find peace