Going Through Some Thangs

I'm going through some thangs Going through some thangs You don't know what my life is like I'm going through some thangs I try but I cant change Try but I cant change You don't know what I sacrifice I'm going through some thangs I'm going through some thangs Going through some thangs You don't know what my life is like I'm going through some thangs I try but I cant change Try but I cant change You don't know what I sacrifice I'm going through some thangs Feel like weight up on my shoulder blade Grind till my old age Caged up for the bucks Bitter sweet sour lemonade You expose part of your soul When show any tears Moma use to say Ps Who am I fooling Moma was never there I watch my Auntie collect state checks But I’m looking like a mess My big homie caught a slug to the chest I couldn’t accept So I’m riding with a handy blamie Baby moma couldn't stand me Cause I would rather be in the streets Then in her panties I hit her with some slick shit Told her Hard times don’t make a hard dick I put my last cash In the gas I gotta of think of something quick Now I’m masked up like an umpire Get it popping like a camp fire So much stressed installed inside that’s how I’m wired And Niggas screaming that smoke But try to put out the fire That’s why rock with the A pump But No bike tire Just saying All I wanna do is stay out the the way and get paper Death before success seem like the odds ain't in our favor Damn I'm going through some thangs Going through some thangs You don't know what my life is like I'm going through some thangs I try but I cant change Try but I cant change You don't know what I sacrifice I'm going through some thangs I'm going through some thangs Going through some thangs You don't know what my life is like I'm going through some thangs I try but I cant change Try but I cant change You don't know what I sacrifice I'm going through some thangs Lord knows I wanna change but I need the mighty dollar They wanna arrested me wanna catch me sit me down like a barber And I cant be starving its like I'm living in a coffin Talk to my self often Address my my mental health Percy Harvin And these sharks disguised as dolphins Like I don't got enough stress I bet The more you do they love you less I done did A lot in my life regret My kids wouldn't cry at my death I deserve it I didn't live this fucked up way on purpose Man Cant even get close to my own shadow Exposing emotions is A up hill battle Its a work in progress yea Do I not love my self Do the pills do the dro bring out feelings does it help Ride around with the thumper on my belt I wont lie I wanted to die should I use it on my self My daughters death didn't help No front prey to god hope he hears I need help I'm going through some thangs Going through some thangs You don't know what my life is like I'm going through some thangs I try but I cant change Try but I cant change You don't know what I sacrifice I'm going through some thangs I'm going through some thangs Going through some thangs You don't know what my life is like I'm going through some thangs I try but I cant change Try but I cant change You don't know what I sacrifice I'm going through some thangs