Wilt

I know you won't be the same for long And it's fucking killing me I know I have people by my side But I just feel so lost and alone Fading away Your hands, how they trembled As you grasped at your memories So furious The fire spread beneath your skin While your mind was suffocated By the haze that clouds inside your head I wanted to save you To give you somewhere you could grow and mend But the truth is I'm far from stable While you lose yourself more and more everyday Through your trials, your spirit stayed While your body corroded and wasted away No more lines in the sand We merely draw our names With hopes to be remembered by this god forsaken landscape My heart Longs to see you again But I watched you wither and wilt Struggling To keep my head above Drowning Myself in my sorrow This pain Will never go away Once you leave, I'll never be the same I watched you fade My mother's mother Left here to ache and suffer Every day is a step we take towards finding the solace we seek in ourselves If you wake tomorrow I pray you'll never give in You'll never give in