Hi-Ho Freestyle

Illegal activities, boarded houses, that's rickety You would've thought he had a pizza joint, pies for delivery. I pray for peace so much, might invest and purchase a ministry PCP for holy water, got me preaching hostility A big responsibility, trying to uplift your people Yeah, they'll try to lie to you, try to tell you you're equal But you never see the treatment, she told me I deserve the world, I told her she should keep it Yeah, she should keep it, I'm more than decent when I think it, I speak it, you believe it, achieve it The only thing that every man should fight, the urge to be lazy I've been crazy, bipolar manic, but been working it, baby Might just crash out like I'm driving Miss Daisy, somebody save me Suicidal when I leave the house, I still tuck the 380 Realest shit I ever wrote, quoted, mentally noted I was in the hospital, cause I blacked out and exploded Now on the mic, I'm explosive, my pockets dry and eroded But I still break my last in half, because I stick to the motive And that's the loyalty, practice treating all my family like royalty With royalties, I rose up right from where mud and the soil be I told her, spoil me, cause if not, don't know why I'm with her I'm trying to lay off these substances, stray away from liquor But when the pain starts to linger, I can't maintain I'm a quitter I got this hunger, but I'm feeling numb and skipping my dinner Need a Rihanna, no umbrella, but I feel the rain Crazy how painkillers can't even kill the pain Crazy how they'll go against the grain and try to explain But losing homies leave a stain, I try to refrain From street politics, those who lack competence Confidence, what I'm trying to gain, but that's obvious Heart hollow, bottled emotions, numb to explosion Heart cold as Chicago, hollows in the magazine I'm towing, flowing like a river or ocean I'm trying to gain some ocean for the illest of potions Knowing I'm going soon, no omen Floating off the drugs dead inside and I'm suicidal Look in the mirror, see my biggest rival I hate that motherfucker, he can get the rifle Fighting with myself and when I do, I'm fighting bout survival Dead upon arrival.