Killing me softly

Squeeze my name into the heap of others Spending time but no more than an hour Hard to catch up while running forever Plans are fossilised and projects linger You're killing me softly are you acting or not? You're killing me softly I can't guess anymore Am I blind to see what's really before me? Looking for a ghost gone for a long time indeed Part time beautiful one sided mirror How did all become that heavy burden Redefining worth but keeping secret Broke my crystal ball what's coming after? You're killing me softly is it bad is it worse? You're killing me softly never gonna get better Am I blind to see what's really before me? Looking for a ghost gone for a long time indeed You're killing me softly just another distraction You're killing me softly another line in your fiction Am I blind to see what's coming before me? Looking for a ghost gone for a long time indeed You're killing me softly"I'll try to make an effort" As if it's enough to fix a fire Blind to see the irony before me Hoping for someone that's never been there with me