life is but a dream

I just want to focus on my breathing I just want to feel my heart beating I just want to put myself back into the stream Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily life is but a dream Every sound is covered by the noise of the city Every joy discovered is succeeded by a pity Beauty is a purpose to suggest satisfaction Creating temporary needs, creating permanent distraction And nobody is really in control Everybody's struggling, sticking to their role Everybody's cheating, faking to be playing by the rule Everybody is every other's buddy fool I just want to focus on my breathing I just want to feel my heart beating I just want to put myself back into the stream Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily life is but a dream So all of this makes me afraid to make a move Some people like me want to first see a proof That their actions don't hurt anybody anywhere My altruism turns into a prison of despair And I will not be subjected to this criminal abuse I will not surrender, I will not sign your truce I will stay aware and alert and awake I break my chains, I dare make a mistake And I just want to focus on my breathing And I just want to feel my heart beating And I just want to put myself back into the stream Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily, life is but a dream And I just want to focus on my breathing And I just want to feel my heart beating And I just want to put myself back into the stream Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily, life is but a dream And I just want to focus on my breathing And I just want to put myself back into the stream