Dole Dozer

Irony, the one thing I loved is now tiring Wore holes in the glovethat fit so well Born golden before the growing now lord knows when I can afford to be open If it's so swell why am I bored this week like a witch put spells on me Stuck with more mold than an old coke can Broken and tossed to road with no hope man My closet is a cemetery My losses feel legendary Feelin like I'm choosey Do we watch the whole movie Or pause like it's getting scary Just messing we're hugging Hugging leads to kissing Next thing we're rubbing it up in the kitchen Texting while tripping Pacing while falling Impatient calling like f*ck it I'm all in Thank god I didn't get through Always sensations of guilt when I text you My dealer or my lover am I real or undercover How the patience you built hasn't left you I never know I'm better not knowing like I better go I better got going Why all the testers Look at yourself Decide what is best or get help Am I alone because I'm a loner Or because I fucked up with you? Is the reason that I I didn't own up You've been hitting my mobile device up If I'm a wild fire you're the Coldest of ice up in pile higher than the Himalayas I heard you and him are laying Not my words I just heard them saying Up the stairs in the left room Steel face on you MF DOOM I know you don't care but I swear You only feel trace and woo me Because I let you be the star of movie and who me? I'm the supporting act Cause you and me know I'm on-board with that The bar is so low I'd almost rather go solo So far it's been no show, Those stars must have no glow Martyr but no soul Marked her as no dole dozer Little f*ck up and it's over A little stuck up but you're rocking it and me Till you tap on your watch when I'm free What the f*ck does that even mean You're doing me dirty when you pass me the green I'll be thirty by the time my tolerance break has been taken When I'm baked I'm shaken Not stirring up another pot of this hot mess Whirring up a wasp nest every time I talk or text Any buzz? Yeah man I got plenty does it ever stop Dress it up with henny but it's never not what it is The penny for my thoughts is The problem is The pettiness we brought when we got caught in all of this Or maybe the MD is the cause of the emptiness Baby don't you see it's the problem with deepness Some things you're better not knowing Running out of fuel man I never got going This running joke is cruel You know you're stunning and a jewel No two ways when we dual Today I proved that I'm the fool Cause still I'm here The hours pass and man they feel like years Self aware but powerless to myself I stare Am I alone because I'm a loner Or because I fucked up with you? Is the reason that I I didn't own up Or because it's still what I do