ADOPTED (Letter to eachother)

What if I trip What if I, what if I fall Then am I the monster? Just let me know What if I, what if I sin What if I, what if I break Then am I the monster? Just let me know What if I stumble, if I fall again? Will you love me, give your all again? I would've loved to have you as a daughter Don't think I didn't bother, I was just tryna tread these heavy waters I never wanted any drama I just wanted mama Felt like my life was always cursed but you just had your trauma Damn mama Yeah you was fighting demons It really sucks they had to come between us Because I spent my whole life being sad and being mad Not knowing why this had to happen to me, was I bad? So depressed so alone, just wanted you to hold I just wanted a love to call my own And I was rich but I still felt broke No amount of riches could ever turn this cold heart gold No amount of gifts could ever sew this hole in my soul Finding you was my goal, I thought you'd make me feel whole What if I, what if I fall Then am I the monster? What if I what if I sin What if I, what if I break Then am I the monster? Every birthday I would think about you Blowing out my candles wishing one day I could meet you I always wondered if you think bout me too I always wondered if you felt this same bruise You never left my mind, and you never left my heart We share the same birthday so how could you and I ever part We've had a bond since the beginning, since the very start God had a plan for you and that's why he gave you another start Sorry I, sorry I trip But I'm not a monster Sorry I, sorry I trip Sorry I, sorry I break But I'm only human to let you know