Lift My Head High

Fierce fears Tears smear my pillow case Spill for days If real recognizes real I feel the need to relocate Pills to deal to feel ok Zero pain feel no shame Lift me up like a Hero's cape Get me outta here escape The villain's lair Kill and slay em Lit me up, it's clear as day When I hear them say They're here to stay Doesn't feel the same Deep up in my feelings Even bought my self some real estate You think this villas safe Until it ain't watch the Pillars break This ain't real The pain feels like Vanilla tastes Doesn't hurt it irritates All it does is fill up space Buzzing hard in a daze Head is numb my spirit aches Did I just hear you say You're real I may Need some hearing aids I must not be seeing straight How come all I see is fake All that talk doesn't really phase it Only irritates I don't wanna hear it I'd prefer it if my ear was tased Acting takes some practicing this Must be like you're millionth take Put down your hand I aint giving a dime I would in the past that's a different guy Oh that's too bad I'm not listening I Would if I had infinite time Some people call that shit Live and let live I don't, I call it live and let die I see through your eyes Invalid lies I see through the night Like an infrared light Lift my head high I cannot see you cuz you ain't real Lift my head high Up to the ceiling I lift my head high I found some freedom in severing ties I'm guessing that why we got separate lives I'd helped you out at your most desperate times Without me you'd never get by I've helped you out at your lows Now you're all froze Cuz you don't have a reply Now you're a ghost Forgetting to die Except that you're close You're dead up inside I'd rather expose You're rather be blind Act like we're close Like everything's fine Like we all bros Brethren in Christ You better hope that your reverend lied You must atone for your Devilish side Do or you don't You better decide We got all got our lows But when you go lower than low There is no heaven in sight You'll end up old and alone Maybe you'll handle it all on your own Maybe you won't I don't wanna know I don't wanna I lift my head high