Can't even cry

I was afraid If I would have a good future Or just try to be someone inside it I was afraid If I would be a good mom Or if just will pretend it Anxiety burns in my body Every step that I take she's with me Like a shadow that never's run out of sun People telling me life is great Yea, and I kinda agree But I just think about screaming and run Where are you men? The love of my life? Are you there earing my apologies? I don't have a soul I gave it to the hell And now he's always with me I said I don't cry And all was okay Then remember I made me feel this way I said I would change But everybodie lies And I lie To protect myself from her Cause you know she's burning my body And every step that I take she's with me Like a shadow that never's run out of sun Stop telling me life is great I just can't agree I just think about screaming and run And where are you men? The love of my life? Are you there earing my apologies? I don't have a soul I gave it to the hell And now he's always with me I'm not worth it of any love I just wanna see the sun bright on my skin But I can't I just can't I can't Ohhh You know she's burning my body And every step that I take she's with me Like a shadow that never's run out of sun You want me think that life is great And I would agree But now I can't even cry