If I Could Change

Fast livin' got me trapped in this street game Before i die i hope i have a chance to make a change 4x I'm at the time in my life when a nigga ready to change I'll be dead or in jail if I don't shake this thang feel like I'm trapped in a prison, slowly waiting to die it's getting harder for my people, yet we don't know why they cuttin sistas off welfare, these kids can't eat and it's the children like ? turned out by the street I couldn't see it while I was outside slangin my rocks servin' death to my people, commitin the ultimate evil robbin' and killin' my own kind, Lord forgive me blinded by this life of crime, God somebody hear me since the death of my momma, my life is filled with drama lost both of my kids, punished for what dirt that I did I can't bring em back, so I get high to forget all the mistakes that I made, that time won't let me erase