HELL N BACK

I done made it, at the spot they told me I could never leave Had a passion in my heart, it's burning, I had to believe I just went through hell and back so I would not say it's a breeze It's been spinning in my head about 360 degrees Always needin' something from me and I tell her, bitch, please Lookin' at the watchlist on my wrist, call that a rich freeze Pushed my love 5,000 miles and it didn't hold up I been goin' through some shit in my cup, I just pulled up I don't know if I should go when she way too controllin Look at what she showin' around with her She just blowin' people off and she showin' people off And I'm goin' in the deep and gonna hurt She got demonized, I could never demonize She got scheminized, to me those her dreamin' eyes Told bro it's him and I, can't f*ck with those gemini's Come in just like a wrecking ball, we gonna demolize It took me about a year to get me where I am I been followin' my heart, it told me it's a scam It hit me right inside my chest, it hit me like a ram You come into me for free and that's like I would give a damn I been chasin' legacies that no one else could ever see before Pushed myself to be the greatest that I couldn't be before For the first time in a while, happy I put me before When I'm lookin' in the mirror, seein' somethin' even more Watch myself of evilness and claim myself of evil or In the past I wouldn't care, I would just choose from either or Got a devil and an angel on my shoulder with even score I could never go back to my past, life wasn't even poor I don't know if I should go in, she way too controllin Look at what she's showin' around with her She just blowin' people off and she showin' people off And I'm goin' in the deep end, gonna hurt