I owe you

I lied to my mum just to get here laying drunk in the corner to forget me thinking what she could have done, could have said, could have felt seeing me here with dad you know it is kinda different being colleges ever since I started this thing writing songs until I loose my faith, I loose my calm I can't find the blueprint but I always see me come back to you when I've something to loose you say everything's cool with me yeah I always see me come back to you when I've something to prove to the world right in front of your shoes and now I owe you the time you took so I'd start believing not end up just dreaming I'm saying goodbye I find it hard to keep sleeping if the TV's not streaming I owe you the time you spent to carry me with your arms from the car in to my bed I owe you the time you took so I'd start believing not end up just dreaming I hope that someday life gets back to you remember how you bought me that six string? and how you had to hide it til christmas evening and how a few days after winter break you always had to force me to be playing back then I was angry, frustrated, did not have the patience to see any further than Minecraft I've heard her yelling at me countless times to see what's really on my mind I couldn't tell you back then but mom, now I'm fine and now I owe you the time you took so I'd start believing not end up just dreaming I'm saying goodbye I find it hard to keep sleeping if the TV's not streaming I owe you the time you spent to carry me with your arms from the car in to my bed I owe you the time you took so I'd start believing not end up just dreaming let's go but I always see me come back to you when I've something to loose you say everything's cool with me yeah I always see me come back to you when I've something to prove to the world right in front of your shoes and now I owe you the time you took so I'd start believing not end up just dreaming I'm saying goodbye I find it hard to keep sleeping if the TV's not streaming I owe you the time you spent to carry me with your arms from the car in to my bed I owe you the time you took so I'd start believing not end up just dreaming let's go I owe you the time you spent to carry me with your arms from the car in to my bed I owe you the time you took so I'd start believing not end up just dreaming I hope that someday life gets back to you