Glitched Reality

Rest in peace Fa'tima Williams Love You And I'm so numb I don't Know how to feel Man I'm so Stuck I don't know what to say This rip my heart out and it can't be healed So lord won't you please take this pain away 'Cause everyday I try to pray And then my mind a stray and go some place I start to get upset what can I do I'm finna crash out over you over over youuuu And I'm so numb I don't Know how to feel Man I'm so Stuck I don't know what to say This rip my heart out and it can't be healed So lord won't you please take this pain away I wanna talk to God but at the same time I don't wanna pray I feel like he let this pussy nigga take yo life away All knowing savior did my sister not deserve to be saved You supposed to be perfect and I heard that you don't make mistakes This shit don't make no sense I so confused man I can't see it straight I wish I could've kept you safe I wish this shit was different sis I miss the smile on yo face I promise I am not okay You should be right here sippin drank and cracking jokes I say something stupid and you be like really bro I you about a girl you tell me not to be a hoe And then tell me you a G and you know how the game go I try to keep a smile but it's so hard for me to cope 5'2 with the heart of a giant And you can hear it when she spoke I hate I had to let you go but One thing I do know Is that this pain aint gon go away aye go away This pain ain't gon' go away aye go awaaaay This pain ain't gon' go away aye go away This pain ain't gon' go away no no noooo And I'm so numb I don't Know how to feel Man I'm so Stuck I don't know what to say This rip my heart out and it can't be healed So lord won't you please take this pain away Every bone in my body telling me I gotta get em My heart saying to do it my mind saying be different Know it's prices for my actions but its f*ck them consequences In the trench's it get it get ignant and I don't fit the description Not quite how I'm living But l'll chameleon my image Turn a nigga to a Empath 'Cause this pain he gotta feel it And I put that on the Bible But no matter what I do I could never revive you Hurt people hurt people Stuck in this vicious cycle Worst people birth evil My city will drive you psycho They Can't focus on living They mind is stuck on survival So I try to live with purpose Knowing my life is too vital And this shit make me so mad Yo memories keep me going cuz all we ever did was laugh Good times and good vibes yeah that's all we ever had And even though you gon sis this love aint gon go away aye go away This love aint gon go away aye go awaaaay This love aint gon go away aye go away This love ain't gon go away no no noooo I love you sis yeah that's how I feel Forever Fa'tima yeah that's what I say I hope one day my heart get healed But I pray I never see his face Pray I never see this nigga face man Rest in peace to the ones that we lost Rest in peace to that piece of ourselves that we lost with em Gone but never forgotten Yeah Don