My Mind Is a Battlefield

If you could take a trip down the corridors Of my mixed up mind Here's what you'll find The pain and the anger my daddy left, when he left Plus the pain I felt from my homey's death If you could walk a mile in these Phat Farm sneakers On these two feet Guess who you'll meet My best friend Confusion Plus my homeys Sadness and Pain I'll be glad when the rain Wash the pain to side And the pain subsides In the crevices if my mind Led by the blind Too long But I'm too strong Got to move on And put my mind in check Took the nine and checked The clip for one to rip through this stubborn head of mind And out me out my misery what, you kiddin' me I ain't got the guts to die ain't interested in livin' Not in the condition the present day and time is givin' My mind is a battlefield A battlefield My mind is a battlefield I'm at war Can you feel me My mind is a battlefield A battlefield My mind is a battlefield I'm at war Can you feel me Too long, I wrestled with these demons who be schemin' On my soul now I'm gettin' old now It's gettin' cold now I need the warmth from the father who be knowin' it all See it all Be it all Shook the ghost off Blast the toast off at those Ones who want me done up Bang nightfall to sunup Sat amongst the experts and heard 'em say Two a day All I need to keep the strain away This pain away If you could dream my dreams Live my past Witness who I witness get blast Could you last If you could witness the mental anguish From the separation of his father and his kids like i did You, too, would hold the n-i-n-e C-l-o-s-e, contemplatin' like me On whether you should let it blow Or just let it go Looks like another life TKO My mind is a battlefield A battlefield My mind is a battlefield I'm at war Can you feel me My mind is a battlefield A battlefield My mind is a battlefield I'm at war Can you feel me If you could take a trip down the deep, dark halls Of the castle if my mind Here's what you'll find Paranoia from beef unsettled Lookin' over your shoulder Grippin' the metal Hopin' not to have a dejavu Hopin' not to have to rip it back and let off two They don't know They really don't know What it take to survive a breakdown Think, now Could you keep your composure With all the pressure comin' down on you While God frown on you Could you hold your head up No matter the setup We all fall down but we get up Dead up My mind is a battlefield A battlefield My mind is a battlefield I'm at war Can you feel me My mind is a battlefield A battlefield My mind is a battlefield I'm at war Can you feel me My mind is a battlefield A battlefield My mind is a battlefield I'm at war Can you feel me My mind is a battlefield A battlefield My mind is a battlefield I'm at war Can you feel me