Windowed

Drums are pounding in sight Cornered by lasting thoughts Windowed are my intentions Wasted by staying in here I see millions of lights Refracting my mirror room Maybe I could just shut the door Or maybe I could just leave Windowed Panic Cornered Dealing with the pain Windowed Panic Cornered Dealing with the pain How long have I been here Reverting to my comfort zone Something has to be changed in me But let's just wait this one out Drums are pounding in my own heart The leeches are sucking upon my brain Lights are pointed at me Something good must be coming from this From this Windowed Panic Cornered Dealing with the pain Windowed Panic Cornered Dealing with the pain Then why aren't you letting go I guess I'm not at that point right now No no no no no no no no no Listen again There is no such thing as not being at that point That really doesn't have any meaning at all If you are not letting go of something that You say you wish to let go of It's because you are choosing to not let go Because you believe it serves you It's not about I'm not at that point yet It's about the fact that you are Deliberately Deliberately Choosing to hold on to it As I finally opened the door Nothing bad had happened And it was very peaceful I knew I had to eventually open that door But it was then that I realized I wasn't those thoughts holding me back And the reason why will always be, yes Always be You have defined that holding on to it Is beneficial How does it benefit you To hold on to this thing You say you don't prefer What What could happen if you just Let go What will happen What's the worst that could happen Come on, give it a voice Be bold