Krushed

Ima lucky nigga, but never found a clover And if this love a drug, then a hate being sober And we should act like grown ups Instead of you making hold ups But yet you texting niggas, niggas that no one have known of Thought you was rocking with me, how could you break a bolder I tried to take it lightly, you brought weight to my shoulders And if I said I needed you, I trust you And believe in you Calling for your rescue, don't even bother to show up And matter fact you know what You had me thought I lost it Attention clogged up, no love was coming out your faucet You went days without no texting, calling and no talking I knew something was wrong, because this doesn't happen often My chest was hurting The thought of us label as perfect I was for certain, our house was locked with no disturbance And then I notice, I caught your ass opening curtains What was your purpose, should've told me it wasn't working You wasn't cheating? Really, cause I couldn't believe it I thought you love me, you said it but you didn't mean it How could you do this, couldn't make up another reason You take it back, "Oh, sorry baby I didn't mean it" You just wanted attention, attention at your service And yea you got it, but you got it from another person You could've told me, I know that I'll never be perfect But f*ck perfect, for certain knew that I was worth it But was he worth it? I held it down your anchor bitch You didn't think nothing bout your relationship Don't sugar coat it, sick and tired of the cake and shit I'm constipated, don't know how I should take this shit Heart pounding Ears ringing Alarms sounded Paralyzed from the pain, start to hear loud sirens Keep calm, couldn't after you start crying Know you fucked up, even doh this is bad timing Let you explain, got quiet with dead silence Conscious up and my head, tell me to start riot They told me love was expensive, told them I won't buy it But yet I took her back because she stranded on my island Was at the climax, falling back to the rising action Back to the climax, moved on to the falling action you still my baby F*ck it, act like it never happened It cracked my heart, I'll make it through miner fracture I'll be ight, shit maybe I'll be ok Might save this pain, saving for a rainy day My love is rare, thoughts of it being locked away Go with my flow either that or get cast away I'm heated up, anger lit up the fire place My head is f*ck, still don't want you to walk away This shit is tuff, left me without no words to say Let me get tucked, maybe I'll sleep the pain away