A Letter To Andrew

I'm not always Who I wanna be I know we're not the same And it gets frustrating But I'll never leave your side I'd take a bullet a thousand times Before I'd let you leave my life I wouldn't let that happen twice Always looked up to you I never knew what to do You showed me how to be a man You said I could I said I can't The biggest lesson you ever gave Was showing me how to behave Tough love was never my forte But look at how that far we came People say that I'm crazy But you still defend me You have no fucking idea how much that really means to me I'm not always Who I wanna be I know we're not the same And it gets frustrating But I'll never leave your side I'd take a bullet a thousand times Before I'd let you leave my life I wouldn't let that happen twice I have a dark side You seen a couple times I'll never forget when I drove you out my sight For many days I felt alone There's nothing like losing your bro The thing that made me die inside Is when I saw you, you went blind No connection overnight I'm sorry I never liked to fight I'm not always Who I wanna be I know we're not the same And it gets frustrating But I'll never leave your side I'd take a bullet a thousand times Before I'd let you leave my life I wouldn't let that happen twice