Keep Swimming

So numb, so tired all the time God damn, I'm tired of the lies And this muthafuckin life, someone take me away Someone take me away But I gotta keep goin' And I gotta keep swimmin' Yes I gotta keep goin' It's like Nemo said, yeah I gotta keep swimmin' Bitch I gotta keep swimmin' When I was 19, depression had me by my fuckin neck Anxiety, why you tryna take my breath 18, when ghost was in effect 17, I was lost and not at rest 16, fell in love with the music Told my girlfriend, that I couldn't use her Funny 'cus she said I'd never make it But I never gave a f*ck what they were saying Cuz I know that all my haters filled with pain I'm looking in the mirror, see the change I'm feeling like my stars rearranged I'm feeling like I'm my stars are aligned Stayed real, all it ever took was time As a kid, I could see the signs Now im grown, and I'm on the grind Been so down, all my fucking life I just hope I still got time left to make this shit right I just hope that I still got time to make this shit right Ay To make this shit right Cuz I'm tryna make it right, bitch I'm tryna make it