Maddie's Eyes

As I sit back and think bout all the time that pass Hugging my daughter cause her daddy had a roughed up pass Playing these women was something that I was into heavy Never did know that I was lusting it was so unhealthy To my spirit and soul even tho I didn't know I was struggling wit these girls I couldn't let em go Even played Q momma cause I had no feelings bo And Cedes the only reason I had to let em go But understand ya daddy really had a messed up heart And I had to change my ways I had to press restart I had no feelings I was wilding living in the dark But when I first held you, I knew you had my heart Back on this grind seem like I never left LORD please keep me covered all I see is death Tryna understand my life before a youngin die Then I look in my daughter's eyes and I start to cry Yea I look in my daughters eyes and I start to cry I found my purpose while I'm living I understand why I had to change for you and Cedes to figure this out That I really had feelings no more living in doubt No more living in shame no more living wit pain All the love I gain so I will remain The best father to you cause I really love you You see ya daddy really care so I will never hurt you But understand ya daddy really had a messed up heart And I had to change my ways I had to press restart I had no feelings I was wilding living in the dark But when I first held you, I knew you had my heart Back on this grind seem like I never left LORD please keep me covered all I see is death Tryna understand my life before a youngin die Then I look in my daughter's eyes and I start to cry Then I look in my daughter's eyes and I start to cry I remember holding you at night singing lullabies But now you getting bigger daddy girl wit a gorgeous smile I'm just glad I got u in life no more living foul And thanks to you and Q I straighten I'm living right Cause daddy really ran the streets all times out through the night Being your daddy is my purpose I will never leave you Just understand daddy loves you in this world of evil This just a message to the fathers out here running wild We gotta pay attention what do around our child We gotta be the best person we want them to be And guide them through this life love em so they live at peace Back on this grind seem like I never left LORD please keep me covered all I see is death Tryna understand my life before a youngin die Then I look in my daughter's eyes and I start to cry