Push on

I close my eyes and think bout All the homies that gone Tryna get my zone LORD I feel all alone Sometimes I wanna give up But I gotta stay strong I'm still living I'm on So I gotta push on I close my eyes and think bout All the homies that gone Tryna get my zone LORD I feel all alone Sometimes I wanna give up But I gotta stay strong I'm still living I'm on So I gotta push on Let me tell you a story yea about me Rap what I want cause my mind free Stood by myself when I was fighting me Devil almost had me so I had to flee I really was tripping all up on these streets Pills had me gone I anit had no peace Fighting this pain somebody save me please Then I felt GOD yea a gentle breeze I was in a bad place running from my bad ways Popping pills everyday even on these work days I was high for long days moving at a fast pace I was rolling on a pill like skates on a drive way I was messed up man I didn't even tell my momma I was too high chasing money tryna get these commas That the same time I was dealing wit my baby mama Cheating on her was the best way I dealt with drama Man look at this life that I lived Had to own up for the things that I did Really changed my life when I had my first kid Gotta thank GOD that I never did a bid Man look at this life that I lived Had to own up for the things that I did Really changed my life when I had my first kid Gotta thank GOD that I never did a bid I close my eyes and think bout All the homies that gone Tryna get my zone LORD I feel all alone Sometimes I wanna give up But I gotta stay strong I'm still living I'm on So I gotta push on I close my eyes and think Bout all the homies that gone Tryna get my zone LORD I feel all alone Sometimes I wanna give up But I gotta stay strong I'm still living I'm on So I gotta push on So I gotta push on So I gotta push on So I gotta push on So I gotta push on I'm too real y'all gusto Country boy no banjo Grew up wit my kin folks Click tight and they all know Granny died I shed tears Dealt wit that for 5 years Unc died too that same year Lost all faith I had fear Why my granny not here Talked to GOD he made clear My son would come save me From this life Im living Thank u son u did that Put me back up on track Led me to a better life Look at me Im living right Can't nobody out here stop me I hustle hard on these cold streets Wrote all these lyrics on these dope beats Ten toes down I don't accept defeat Everything I did, I paid the price Wouldn't change nothing I'll do it twice Nowadays I hustle for my future grands U don't get that then u don't understand I close my eyes and think Bout all the homies that gone Tryna get my zone LORD I feel all alone Sometimes I wanna give up But I gotta stay strong I'm still living I'm on So I gotta push on I close my eyes and think Bout all the homies that gone Tryna get my zone LORD I feel all alone Sometimes I wanna give up But I gotta stay strong I'm still living I'm on So I gotta push on