Losing it (feat. Will Murray)

I'm runnin', yeah I'm runnin', yeah I'm runnin' out of time I try to reach for help but they all tell me that I'm fine Now I'm losin' it, I'm losin' it, I'm bout to lose my mind Can somebody tell me everything's gon' be alright I'm losin' it, got me prayin' for luck I be changin' it up the way I be layin' em up I been raisin' a muck, now I ain't sayin' you suck But any rapper any day, I keep fadin' you up I been workin' 9 to 5 for some other guy's profit Did my best and that ain't fatten my wallet While my boss lookin' happy, you know he got it Now I'm sick of all this, I'ma take when I want it No longer with the safe option Bet on myself and I stay locked in Hear to beat hoppin', see the pen, hello meet, my friend Get the mic, go in hype watch me leap right in All the time, know it's mine, tryna seek my win Half the time, if I'm lyin', won't repeat my sins I keep tryin', wanna keep my grin Fly high hope my wings ain't thin I keep fighting my mind and I keep fighting my doubters For way too long, I was denied my flowers If you only knew how much I put in these hours See the white guy cookin', start flippin' his cowards Hatin' on me, start talkin' in towers Thought you had me pegged, but you ain't on my power See you hopin' that it all goes downwards My success will be so cold and sour Now I'm done with this, y'all fed me the ammo I spent my whole life where every day was a battle Every day I felt caged, chased by my shadow You only become strong when you learn that you're fragile They tell you to fall in, I see that's a hassle King of my own kind, where I'm at is a castle See you on the way up, know I'm laughin' at you Cuz I overcame what you cannot handle Yeah, I'm runnin', yeah I'm runnin', yeah, I'm runnin' out of time I try to reach for help but they all tell me that I'm fine Now I'm losin' it, I'm losin' it, I'm bout to lose my mind Can somebody tell me everything's gonna be alright Yeah I'm runnin', yeah I'm runnin', yeah I'm runnin' out of time I try to reach for help but they all tell me that I'm fine Now I'm losin' it, I'm losin' it, I'm bout to lose my mind Can somebody tell me everything's gonna be alright Catch me at home with Stockholm's, my syndrome drowns my hopes I got gun holsters holdin' bean stalks, knock you new jacks off with poles Been a nuisance in that seance, my cult captivates your soul A hip-hop student since my birth, since that child's been on a roll Sheesh his flow is obese, he eats emcees like a beast When they call the heart of the streets, yeah, I'm the one they beseech You should build the game up, don't leech, the crown is out of your reach Fakes analyze the technique, but there's no room for the weak It's been a week now since my brain's gone, feelin' reckless, hoppin' out And yeah, my gun's down but my pen's drawn, that's enough to mark em out But if my pen's gone, then my gun's drawn like a marksman out your house Kamikaze on my path, I don't have no other route I'm at the top, the head honcho, your girl's fantasy, sancho I'm speakin' wild west lingo with hollows under the poncho If tú quieres chingazos then mi, amigo, say cuándo You're know, Daisy, I'm your holiday, the hucklebearer on you Yeah, I'm runnin', yeah, I'm runnin', yeah, I'm runnin' outta time I try to reach for help, but they all tell me that I'm fine Now I'm losin' it, I'm losin' it, I'm bout to lose my mind Can somebody tell me everything's gon' be alright Yeah, I'm runnin', yeah, I'm runnin', yeah, I'm runnin' outta time I try to reach for help, but they all tell me that I'm fine Now I'm losin' it, I'm losin' it, I'm bout to lose my mind Can somebody tell me everything's gon' be alright