Look Into My Eyes 2

They want to hear my story, so I'ma tell 'em how it goes I started with some trap beats but I'm still trying to find my flow Before my Papa passed away, he knew that I would get some shows When I saw him on the ground, I swear to god, my heart just froze I ain't really been that happy since that day, it's been four years I seen him in the casket and I just started dropping tears I try to tell 'em how I feel, but I don't think that no one hears I would give up all this music just to make sure that you here Goddamn, I still can't find a way to cope I been feeling like shit for years, my heart is truly broke I know I said this shit before but this the truest shit I wrote You were in my dream the other day, it was just giving me some hope You know I really would do anything just to have you back I know you happy looking at me, but this shit keep me offtrack Sometimes I'm feeling suicidal if I'm keeping it a stack They be worried about me all the time, I never tell 'em that They trying to tell me that the music can help me out with the pain The day that you had passed, I swear I haven't felt the same Sometimes I want to quit this music, put a bullet through my brain If I did that, all my loved ones would start crying like the rain So don't be talking shit about me when you don't know what I been through In my room, I'm crying by myself, you know I tend to Scared to let my feelings out to my family and my friends too Just take a look inside my life with your eyes and some lens too I ain't gon' cap, this might be my last song 'cause I can't take it If my Papa was still here, he'd be like MK, you can make it If I give a girl my heart, just promise me that you won't break it 'Cause I be losing people after people, bro I really hate it Got some people hating on me from Gananda, yeah it sucks They be trying to give me their opinions, I don't give no fucks They don't know how much I work for just to get to all them bucks So I'ma treat 'em like I never met them, leave 'em in the dust Why they trying to be my friend? You ain't going to get shit from me, even at the end You were hating on me from the start, I can't make amends All the hate and fake love, I can tell when that shit blends I don't know why they keep trying to put me down, it ain't working So I'ma make sure that I stay inside my bag, ain't talking Burkin All this pain inside my heart, they don't know that I be hurting They be trying to ride my wave so much, it's looking like they surfing Why they always trying to talk some trash? Like they don't know that I'ma spazz Why the f*ck would I tune into your diss, you know that shit ass Let me stop with all the dissing, I ain't trying to be like Taz If they try to cut me off, you know I leave 'em in the past