Locked In

I never realized how much you meant to me I never realized how empty life could be I was so happy just being with you Now that you're gone, this is all I do Ay, ay, I'm locked in Overworked but not exhausted Solidified a place in my own top ten, I'm not ten I dropped a lot of people that was not friends Was poppin', uh And I went semi-auto So I can load up by myself and drop that fire on them And don't be dumb and try to diss Cause you can't fight a pacifist I keep my guard up like a prison Always armed just like my fist is I smoke too much I drink too much And I cry Were all your tender words another lie If you come back We will love again, you'll see And I won't smoke too much or drink too much I'll just cry Head top, shampoo Killer just like Shamoo Ran through the darkest patch to come out looking brand new You said the bond we had was stronger than that bamboo But guess we had no luck like Indiana dropping Andrew I pull up dolo on the scene My world, it could've crumbled But I picked up the debris If you come back We will love again, you'll see And I won't smoke too much or drink too much I'll just Uh, Too much Too much Smoke too much Drink too much All these vices too enticing Clean em up In the field, Mike Tyson Holyfield, ear biting Free the titans Keep a little knife in my nightstand Just in case if somebody would try it Huh And they think that I'm on a new diet Cause I get to the green without starting the beef And I think that you really should try it Imagine what I'd miss if I just sat and reminisced You know I'm the captain I drive the ship And I'm not king But I'm the, Prince Like burning a disc I'm running circles while collecting these ones and zeros I'm stacking the chips Anybody that would tell you different Probably taking a piss And anybody that don't wish success on me Probably throwing a fit Listen, listen So I had an idea I'll just stay right here I'ma write my songs, let go of my fear I'm locked in to the point where I don't even see all the enemies near But on that same hand, I can't keep no friends Cause all of my energy's here Should've realized I never realized how much you meant to me I never realized how empty life could be I was so happy just being with you And now that you're gone This is all I do