Still not here

Every single night I fear That I'm not real and I'm not sincere Don't take no pills and I don't drink beer You're my plug and you're still not here First things first let me make this clear I die every time that you smile my dear You can cry baby don't act fierce I'm here all the time but the end is near Half in half out I've been Selling myself For the dollars pesos guapo I know I got problems She's an angel walking Can't drive I'm too nauseous Break me still not stopping Failing flopping falling All by myself I'm a fan of my lonesome She know me well and she say that I'm on one I'll never leave If you don't push me away You made the bed So in that you should Lay Lay lay lay I don't care to say What is on my mind You're not thinking straight Another fight today I won't play your games Call me every name You should call a shrink Like why do I always die in my dreams And why do I lose all my of teeth Subconscious mind it's knows I can't speak Right when you light my love your van fleets Greta loves the greed and grants me A punch right to the gut and weak knees My family affair is vanity A man, a bear, a ghost, a zombie When you're in woods Which would you rather see? I would pick the bear cuz the bear don't pick on me A man done beat my momma A ghost done beat my girl The zombies climb the wall and then they take over the world Like why do I always die in my dreams And why do I lose all my of teeth Subconscious mind it's knows I can't speak Right when you light my love your van fleets Every single night I fear, that I'm not real and I'm not sincere Don't take no pills and I don't drink beer You're my plug and you're still not Here