Deathbox

I'm not in a state of despair Nothing seems to fit my mind And although i can't be there I still know that there's a place for someone Just like me Now will i ever wake up Wake up to see the box i'm in And will i ever stand up I'm standing on the edge of inability And though i'm trying it still penetrates my body All these demons that i carry deep inside The changing faces forces me to leave the traces Of the stranger things that are growing in my mind Oh i know that i have Done this once or twice before The names are still a blur I'm arrogantly close to falling of the edge I know i'm not insane Though my head hurts on the inside The images disturb me I know i'm not insane, i'm not what they call me They're no good - still surrounding me Forcing my actions upon me The blood just paint my world They're no good - still surrounding me Forcing my actions upon me They're forcing my actions upon my deathbox And though i'm trying it still penetrates my body All these demons that i carry deep inside The changing faces force me to leave the traces Of the stranger things that's growing in my mind Now will i ever wake up Wake up to see the box i'm in And will i ever stand up I'm standing on the edge of inability Now is this a failure My project kill is right awake I'm all burned out from pressure My thoughts have brought me to my knees Awake in pain They're no good - still surrounding me Forcing my actions upon me The blood just paints my world They're no good - still surrounding me Forcing my actions upon me They're forcing my actions upon my deathbox