Can't Accept Love

I'm so tired sometimes I think that I should give up Keep on tryna make shit better and I keep fuckin' up When they tried to pull me close I pulled away from that hug When the f*ck I get so damaged that I can't accept love So why I can't accept love Why I can't accept love When they tried to pull me close I pulled away from that hug When the f*ck I get so damaged that I can't accept love If you step inside my shoes prepare for walking mileage How they gone tell me how to deal with death when they don't know nothing 'bout it Only people that care about you bound to hear you when you silent Don't show my emotions but I let them kill me when in private I had to drop down to my knees lord knows I been prayin' They hear what I put inside these songs but they don't feel what I'm saying Moved out my house too many people knew bout where I'm layin' How imma trip about you leavin' I ain't believe that you was stayin' I'm so tired sometimes I think that I should give up Keep on tryna make shit better and I keep fuckin' up When they tried to pull me close I pulled away from that hug When the f*ck I get so damaged that I can't accept love So why I can't accept love Why I can't accept love When they tried to pull me close I pulled away from that hug When the f*ck I get so damaged that I can't accept love Long live my niggas all my songs I put y'all name in it I wear my heart out on my sleeve I wear my pain different When they killed my homie lost my mind I swear my brain missin' How the f*ck they change you when I seen you go and change niggas I tried to tell her how I felt I swear she ain't listen I don't need you to pay me none that money bitch just pay attention I did some shit inside my life I swear I can't mention It was some details in some cases that I ain't mention Thoughts in my mind they got me twisted feel like my brain bendin' Niggas can relate because these songs I put my pain in it When I bought that Glock I wasn't prepared for the shit that came with it Driving through life but why I feel like my lane endin' It's like I'm racist with they jersey I wanna hang niggas Wanna see that red all on they shirt I wanna stain niggas You was more solid when you was younger you ain't the same nigga But you was raised by a bitch so I can't blame niggas This why I can't accept love It's why I can't accept love I seen so many niggas switch that shit was fuckin' me up When the f*ck I get so damaged that I can't accept love So why I can't accept love Why I can't accept love When they tried to pull me close I pulled away from that hug When the f*ck I get so damaged that I can't accept love Don't tell me you love me Don't tell me you love me Don't tell me you love me Don't tell me you love me