Lost Soldiers

Remember bro had made that post bout takin' one of em' to the head I went pulled up to his crib and his mom said he ain't there I'm just thinkin' in my head my nigga good wanna be alone 'Til a couple days later when they said my nigga gone My plus 10 year nigga gone it fucked my head up The first night I ain't get no sleep me and his brother stayed up I done lost so many niggas that at the time I couldn't feel it But I know my nigga gone so throw them A's up for the realest Ton was with me when them niggas pulled up and tried lining me We ain't have no pole but he stood by me them real nigga qualities I'm gone scream my nigga name in all the booths 'til they tired of me All the pain I feel it's bleeding out my eyes it's blinding me Got Ton picture in my car when I hop in he watching me Going harder with this music can't hold me back no stopping me My homies gone said I could do it gotta make them proud of me I'm suppressing all my demons but death brought them out of me 17 years old My heart turned cold I lost my soul When I lost my bro So many memories was made and now shit ain't gone be the same All my skies they turned to grey when they laid my niggas in they grave Said it was they time I lost my mind Inside my mind The sun don't shine And every raindrop filled with pain I know my niggas feel the same Seem like every other day I lose my niggas to the game Some my niggas lost they life running them bands up Some my niggas like tight joints they just got jammed up Some my niggas mental hurt they mind got damage They wonder why we got these poles they don't understand us They don't understand us And I know they never will They aint gone understand this stressing 'til they walking through them fields I was walking through the snow just tryna make it to the crib 'Til I seen a green dot and I heard them tires squeal Jumped the first gate that I saw and now I'm running for my life I'm asking God why cause at this time I swear I'm living right Wasn't in no bullshit I'm in the crib by 10 at night But innocents die all the time it don't matter in this life It don't matter in this life so I'm hanging out later Need my money like it's candy nigga bring it now and later Know some opps that they don't like my kin I know they wanna take us So I'm clutching on my chrome that's my life saver 17 years old My heart turned cold I lost my soul When I lost my bro So many memories was made and now shit ain't gone be the same All my skies they turned to grey when they laid my niggas in they grave Said it was they time I lost my mind Inside my mind The sun don't shine And every raindrop filled with pain I know my niggas feel the same Seem like every other day I lose my niggas to the game