Faith in Me (feat. Voyce*)

I been looking at my life from a different perspective lately Feeling like it's time that I do some reflection baby Hope that you don't mind if I get introspective Hey cause maybe you gone find we can make a connection Say we put all our egos and judgements aside Let it go Like a free throw with it all on the line I got a lot on my mind and I been all on the grind So if you lend me your ear I'll happily lend you mine I spent 5 years straight on the road doing shows Got to travel the globe and nightly pour out my soul But that's ain't the only thing that I was poring up I had vodka in my cup every night I tore it up I think I drank enough to kill a horse but of course That Aint stop em rock bottom was the only thing that got em To admit he he had a problem God then gave him an answer Son your step mother June has stage 4 liver cancer It's been hard for me here All I am is a man But if I fall I will pick myself back up I might be down but don't lose faith in me now It was devastating so I started medicating Yo I Should have been creating but Heart was heavy weighted So I waited in the wings contemplated many things Like would pop fly off the hinge and just go out on a binge But I'm proud to say the man has handled it well Hes Been right by June's side while they travel through hell And I know she had the same thoughts and told him Dave You need to be here for Morgan when I'm in my grave At the time of his writing it had been one year Since they gave her 4 months but she's still right here Although we all know it's just a matter of time We've made the most of things it's just a matter of mind Over matter though this chapter been painful I truly am grateful to have such an Angel She saved my dads life and truly believe that We love you Junko San and I know that you see that It's been hard for me here All I am is a man But if I fall I will pick myself back up I might be down but don't lose faith in me now Everyone that knows me knows that music is my therapy So I bare it all to Y'all full transparency Inherently I'm happy but this song as my confession 2016 had me deep in a depression I was stressing Second guessing my direction But somehow my regression has now Brought me peace and presence So my penance is to share every my Trace of me And ask those that care to swear to never lose faith in me I'm back Like I never left With a few more battle scars But that ain't nothing new right I just wanna thank those who stuck with me all these days All my day 1s My a 1s No matter what you say ones I got ya back you got mine until the day done We way up Don't lose faith in me now We only getting better RIP June