Kill Me Slow

What the deal is though All the thing you feeling now is shit I feel before Told her if you gonna kill me let the feelings go And baby kill me slow We ain't on a team no more ain't fucking with a pick and roll Ain't no give and go feel like get and go When the chickens low feel like hit the road But I'm on my own shit been moving slow Eyes is on the goal til' I'm dead and old (Damn) But you can miss me with that bullshit Hoe shit Act outta control shit How come when I ask about your night you seem to forget That is not devotion Girl you is not focused You talk about commitment but your morals seeming hopeless You think that i got time to deal w other niggas nonsense You will never catch me in another niggas pockets I'm tryna be paper chasing that is paper watching How can I assist you if you pass me up like Stockton When I paint your picture in my head it's hard to switch So you better keep it cool because it's hard to fix Don't be mad if I don't hit ya cause your hard to miss Problem is you don't hit me either so it's awkwardness Least I ain't just coming with excuses like a doctor slip Sick niggas talk as much as they should just be coughing shit He a dog why you think that he ain't stop the barking yet Obvious he ain't ever wanna be apart of this But that's okay though I have got another mountain to climb Don't wanna see you now but know that I will see you in time All the shit we been through why is your expression sublime It's like you is a rapper who ain't book a session to rhyme Why is you testing the tide Don't matter how you tread the water you get wet on each side That's something that I never thought of until I wrote the line That's the realest shit I ever said that's word to the guys It used to hurt me worse whenever they would talk about me Now I love to hear the chatter even if they doubting Try to bring me down my failures the only thing they shouting Doesn't mean success ain't in the mix it just isn't the loudest