Wishes (Outro)

Wishes from a man God I hope you understand I don't have a plan So I leave it in your hands Asking for forgiveness With all those prayers that I sent Always keep it real I don't have time to pretend All these fake smiles Just waiting for my end I like to sit in silence And keep my distance The struggle and the pain Really made me who I am Please clarify some things I never seem to understand Why Half of these people walking around Just fake woke Only like to react if the media say so Who the f*ck am I To laugh at someone else's struggle Do this shit for attention Cause your momma never loved you Or your pops came late And he never got to hug you Please tell me what the issue is All these little starving kids Don't even got a shoe that fits Tell me why it hurts to give Tell me why it hurts to live Tell me why we all falling In a ditch I don't wanna keep going Unless I really have to Keep it to yourself Unless I really ask you Tell me if you really care I know shit ain't always fair When you the one in need People ain't always there So you stuck in a box Looking for some hope When you really lost Only need it now It don't matter what the cost It don't matter what the job As long as we get across I been feeling low I just don't know But it hurts to show I don't know I been feeling low I just don't know But it hurts to show I don't know I They been talking me down So ima stand my ground Look at all this hurt and pain That I found Close friends, turned strangers now Been under for so long Thought I would drown But I'm still breathing for now Still myself when strangers around Keep my head up when dangers around I wanna get my bread up To be real dawg I just been fuckin' feed up With Everything that I been doing Just hasn't been enough I put my heart and soul in this Guess I'm running out of love Guess I'm running out of luck Don't know what else to tell you But this shit is really fuckin' tough I know my time is coming Sooner the better Don't know why I keep running Cause I Needa get my shit together At least I know How to act under pressure So for now It's whatever Ima be down With whoever, whenever Hasn't been too long But Feels like I been at it forever I wanna drop this Soon as possible And come back November So I can tell you How ya boy came out from the under I'm gone