Age

What the f*ck is age, when im growing, still? ADHD made it hard for me holding still Now, this PTSD got me close to steel Chiefin weed So for real Grope the toast for meals(mills) Used to run it from the shoulders Never sober Still break down clovers in a slow glow and chill Lucky me, right? Only the ones who really know me still f*ck wit me tight The fuckery real Been in too deep when I was knee height Sinking feelings in never see heights A comforting feel, to be 3 years past the average expiration date Or should I say expected fate? I've seen niggas be out of sink and then get wet, to face Kinda the Conway but left with Crooked I from the bullet they weapon waste Clip in the ear like Beerus: the mark of a destroyer god With time came the wisdom to destroy a god I'm aided with developing patience Though, I'm still annoyed with yall for not understanding The weight of these shoes is why I enjoyed the walk They wanna talk to me bout age Most these old niggas don't even wanna act they age Youngins come up too quick to identify with age Most niggas where I'm from don't even make it to my age I'm thankful I'm alive They wanna talk to me bout getting older At this point I feel like I'd rather die than try living sober Could less about my effects on a different culture Only my niggas blood is sacred Whoever spill it, get toasters, when we approaching Never wanna have to grip a weapon I'm just tryna chill Still, smokin a backwood of somebody who disrespected Talkin to women like "you look better with me next to you" So they come to play with the goat like a petting zoo Steppin to 31 with a check for the bills You buy her shoes She top me up I got her head over hills Havinf trouble meshing with the rest of the field How depressing a feel to know everything I see to em real Trying to remove myself from led in the steel But still regressing when what he he said a tiff(sedative) and I'm letting em peal(pill) Uncredited, still Reppin it, trill Letting em feel. Debit it through your executive CHILL, They aint finna play me at this age Not with all the music, I've created at this age Not when niggas really think im 10 years up in age And peers really aint get near because they feared me for an age We really aint on the same page They wanna talk to me bout age Most these old niggas don't even wanna act they age Youngins come up too quick to identify with age Most niggas where I'm from don't even make it to my age I'm thankful I'm alive They wanna talk to me bout age