Feelings

Why the f*ck everybody keep fucking with me? Why they gotta start with me, why they envy? 911, man it's a call for urgency Been dealing with problems to be honest this shit is hurting me My nigga Stuck in my ways Sometimes I feel alone stuck in a daze I feel like my feelings running in place They all around my brain and I'm tryna give it to bass Bassline in my prime, till' I blow it's only matter of time And I feel like I'm Lebron in the 4th quarter, the game is on the line I gotta hit the three, and damn we running outta time, besides I don't know why these people keep on fucking with me Bothering me, Ima do what I wanna do And f*ck who don't think I'm changing for the better You always see who with you through the stormy weather Were we ever together, do you know what's better? Were we ever together, do you know what's better? I don't know why these people keep on messing with me Bothering me Ima do what I wanna do Why y'all keep wasting your time talking to me I'm promising We gone make it do what it do I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders Feel like I'm understanding more as I get older I feel like my thoughtz have been drafted out a folder I feel that beauty's in the eye of the beholder I feel like some shit been making me lose my focus Feel Or feel like everything y'all care about is bogus To be honest y'all can miss me with that hocus pocus Eurocentric bullshit that y'all niggas cherish as tokens I told em' I'm focus, I'm on it Please don't bother me at the moment I got a plan you see and I don't care if you condone it Aye one more time I said, I'm focus Said, I told em I'm on it Please don't bother me at the moment I got a plan you see and I don't care of you condone Cause' cause' we own it I don't know why these people keep on messing with me Bothering me Ima do what I wanna do Why y'all keep wasting your time talking to me I'm promising We gone make it do what it do No, no, no, no No, no , no People thinking they knowing what's best for me especially when they don't even know they self I've been always tryna find my destiny wrestling pains they ain't even know I felt Like that time when my mom was crying, stepdad had put it to her temple and that nigga aimed for her death She ran out the room, scared for her life Crying of fear that she was dying and the family they was no help They calling my momma crazy, saying they she was lying Now I was younger I had to talk to my self Like,"why the f*ck was my momma crying"? "Ain't no way she could be lying an obviously that's bad for her health" And maybe that's why she was smoking Newports Took my father out of the youth courts Was it all from the pain that she felt? They run us crazy about the church But we ain't see not perks But it was pain that we felt, so the pain that we dealt with No, no, no, no, no No, no, no I'm just to different, I'm out of the norm Momma knew this every since the day that I was born I'm the glue to the family that always been torn Now I write this poetry I feel like I'm reborn I smoke a little weed, just like momma newports Become a better me, f*ck yo bleacher report Im out of they league, decide to take, get back whats mine F*ck yo theory, I used to feel everyone else's needs Do what made them happy Now I decide to look inside of me To see what I am proud of To see what I wanna become Momma this your oldest son Fighting demons don't need them guns I know that I'm the chosen one I told you Im the chosen one Now I fight with my pen and pad like a gun And it's only just begun I told y'all motherfuckers I'm the one