Ain't living right

Yeah, I know, I ain't livin' right Fuckin' high in the building Still, I'm goin' crazy on music You know that, oh, oh Killing my troubles Can't you see it? (Yeah) Trouble in my mind It's apparent (yeah) Swallow these pills, losing my pride I swallow, kill myself, I'm high Demons in my face Yeah, hope the pills are laced Not feelin' alive, any day I ain't livin' right I ain't livin' right I ain't livin' right I ain't livin' right Drugs on standby, just to live by I ain't livin' right I ain't livin' right From the start, I'm high To the end, I fight I ain't livin' right I ain't livin' right I ain't livin' right I ain't livin' right Not feelin' alive, in hell, I dive A lot of signs, telling me, you gon' leave My side So many mistakes (mistakes) In my mind Back in 2018, I was just a sweet child Having dreams I even achieved, got money but There's a hole, in my soul, in a coma It's asleep Smile on my face, when my demons Are asleep High like a junkie Rockstar bitch Pour a cup, get high and cry a lil bit I ain't livin' right, yeah, I noticed I ain't livin' right Yeah, I know it I ain't livin' with good habits I ain't livin' right Drugs is a weapon I ain't livin' right Drugs, it is a nasty bitch I ain't livin' fine Sad as a bitch Just Put a smile, get high and get rich Yeah, yeah I ain't livin' right