Heart Bleeding (Hotel room) freestyle

Tell me, a year from here, will I be alive Standing here, right now I'm standing with the, with the devil I'm in the devil lair I'm the man of the year Sippin' on codeine, like it's beer Sippin' on codeine, like it's beer Oh, oh I'm not home, I'm never home On my own, with drugs I don't belong, haha With drugs, I belong with drugs I belong with drugs I belong with love, I belong with lust I belong with lust, f*ck the lust F*ck the lust, got my love Got the love of my life, got the love End of cuddles, hands touchs Got lips touch, ha-ha, lip gloss In the hotel room, in the hotel room Singin' my melody, singin' my melody It's full of jealousy In the other room And they, arguing with me Because I'm singing Normally, I would not give a f*ck But now, I do Feelin' irrational, in the hotel room Feelin' irrational, in the hotel room Why the f*ck, you got me like that? God, God, me like that, oh-oh I can't feel my notes, my nose Am I numb, am I dumb, am I young To feel this, fucked up This fucked up In the hotel room, hotel room I don't feel like, the old dude I once was, I once was, losin' myself I need help In the hotel room Recordin Recordin, another hit